SOOOOOO it has been quite awhile since I collected my O level results. I must say on that day, I was the happiest girl alive. It wasn't because I scored 7 points or 6A1s (which sadly, did not include AMATH), it is because I was given the assurance that really, 'nothing is impossible'. For a girl who used to be bottom 5 of the class, I guess hard work is the only thing that explains how I came so far. Despite all the discouraging comments from teachers, I really really wanted to prove them wrong and I DID! IN THEIR FACE, I DID IT!! But now that I have done it, I need to continue proving them wrong, I WILL BE ABLE TO COPE IN VJ.

COMPLACENCY
is really one thing that I hate myself so much for. If it wasn't for that, I wouldn't have screwed up my paper 2 and gotten a disgusting and unsightly 2 for AMATH. Indeed, it was a huge blow, on the other hand, it's a sign to tell me to NEVER BE COMPLACENT!! In vj, I see so many people who reminds me of me. I agree with the math lecturer, he said 'students from other jcs might not be as smart as you, but they are working very hard'. ITS SO TRUE. Studying in vj = mugger. This makes me miss IJ even more. Images of us working together not as a circle of friends or a class but the entire cohort together with ALL THE TEACHERS. And I strongly believe every girl from batch 2010 were genuinely happy with the results we have produced for the school before we left. IJ has indeed inculcated me all kinds of values. It has sheltered me 10 years of my life and now that i have to spread my wings to fly on my own, I really really truly truly miss and appreciate IJ.

I don't really like being in a school that has very high academic standards afterall :( I still miss IJ where everybody were just mediocre and equal and nobody will be called a mugger for wanting to do well or called a closet mugger for wanting to have fun in school.

I miss IJ so much :(